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Navigating Faith and Healing: A Year of Rest and Reflection

Yesterday, I poured out some of the reservations I have about the Catholic Church and what it means for me to become Catholic. I’ve wrestled with a variety of concerns—from the theology surrounding communion to the daunting idea that some might be deemed less worthy of heaven. There’s also the worry about my role in leading a Bible study if I’m not yet Catholic. Despite these concerns, I’ve been feeling a strong pull to simply rest this year.

Resting, in this context, isn’t just about taking a break from the hustle and bustle of everyday life. It feels like a call to spend time in prayer and in God’s presence without the pressure of formal affiliation or joining another church. It’s as if God is nudging me to focus on nurturing my spiritual life in a more personal, introspective way.

The comments and advice I’ve received recently have been well-intentioned, but they’ve also triggered some of my past religious trauma. I’ve learned that religious trauma can profoundly affect how we relate to faith and spiritual communities. It’s not uncommon to feel overwhelmed or discouraged when trying to reconcile past hurts with new religious experiences. These emotions can be especially intense when stepping into a new tradition or setting, where internal conflicts and past wounds resurface.

So, taking a step back to rest and reflect might be just what I need to find clarity and peace. It seems that God might be inviting me to focus on personal growth and healing rather than rushing into a new church affiliation. This period of rest could be exactly what’s required for me to deepen my spiritual life on my own terms.

I know the typical Catholic advice would be to speak with a priest for guidance. I’m planning to do that because I believe it could help me process my reservations and find a path that feels right. Yet, it’s also crucial for me to remember that faith is a deeply personal journey. There’s no one-size-fits-all approach, and it’s important to honor where I am right now.

The journey of faith is about finding what brings me closer to a sense of peace and fulfillment. Taking the time to rest and reflect isn’t just a pause; it’s a vital part of finding a path that nurtures my relationship with God and supports my spiritual growth. This period of rest and reflection is a positive step in my journey, and I’m hopeful it will lead me to a deeper understanding and connection with my faith.

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